When a man does not know what to do

He was angry with himself. Wanting a woman is normal. But what happens is completely abnormal ... When a man does not know what to do, he “freezes”, falls into a state of internal suspended animation, without violating the usual routine of external daily activity ... Sometimes he still broke the state of false peace, I found her photo on the phone and looked ... She scared him. Beauty, age, sincerity, words, humor, wisdom, directness. There was something unknown in her that he had not met in such a combination with other women. Her concentration was incompatible with his perception ... I wanted to hug. Before stupefying, I wanted to hug her.
He did not know what to write to her. Did not know. He did not know and did not understand. What to do about it, how to live on, whether it is doing the right thing in relation to yourself, to her ... But I could not stop anything ... It did not work ... I did not want ...