fall in love virtually

Mom looked tiredly at her:
- Baby, how could you fall in love virtually? There are so many real guys, and there are many around you ...
- It so happened, Ma. I’m not on purpose. He only warms me and is comfortable with him.
- I do not understand. With whom? With someone who does not touch your hands with warmth?
- Yes. But to me from his words it is already light.
- Love, without "hug and kiss" - it is torment, daughter!
- I know. I tried to forget it so many times as a strange dream, but also magical in something. I met guys. But ... only he lives in my soul. And there is no hope anymore ... And you know, standing at the icons, I ask that I be healthy and happy with the one I’m not free ... Yes, I want in his real arms. Fool ... I do not argue. And may the Lord protect him. I don’t even dare to dream about more.
- But this is how to fall into the abyss, dear ... It is not destined ... the distance divides you, and you ... reading all correspondence with him, remember ... they do not replace the hands and lips of touching ...
“And I know that.” When we are in a quarrel and he is silent, it’s like I’m not alive, I became an online slave, alas ... I will whisper: "I miss, just write." And I understand that this is stupid and ridiculous, but without him it’s completely sad and not bright for me to live. It was autumn during the summer, and summer was coming soon in the spring ... I love him and I can’t stop loving ...
- Yes, this is an illusion! What love is there, dear ?! After all, not to taste your loved ones is strange ...
“I am strange and he is the same.” Blood boils loudly in my chest: with fire and tenderness ... Others do not know how to love in real life, Ma.